Sunday, January 20, 2008

A bucket list

I haven't watched the movie "The Bucket List", probably because I'm not a middle aged man. But I have written a bucket list before, and accomplished most of the things on it. It's a sort of birthday tradition to do at least one thing on that list, or to at least do something memorable that I haven't done before. Scheduling a sky dive, bungee jump, seeing a kiwi bird takes the pressure off what to do on a birthday and still makes it a celebration. Writing the list usually happens around the new year, to take the pressure off whether or not to make resolutions. It's a chance to face a myriad of the ridiculous fears left over from child hood or the angst of the teens. This years list has been a little more difficult to compile, not because there aren't enough things for me to do, but because the more easy to accomplish have been done. The new list is shorter but will take more work than laying down for a tattoo. Here is most of it:

  • Go back to school, stay there until a degree is given. Be smarter.
  • Purchase or otherwise attain a keyboard, practice every day for a year from the day.
  • Continue trapeze and acrobat work, get good, get strong, get discipline.
  • See more of the world. I have a month-long trip around Asia planned from the end of Feb.
  • Take more chances, say yes to your destiny.
  • Don't be dirt poor. Get a better job or ask for a raise if you need/deserve it.
  • Be as honest as possible, especially in close relationships ie: friends, family, romantic. This just means be as honest about feelings, wishes, hide less, cut through unnecessary man made shit.
  • Fire a real gun (in a safe place at a target)
Accomplishing these things is going to be good.They will happen.

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